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what to feel?: 
restless
restless'now' music: half asleep - school of seven bells
cmnt
Voldemort on an acid trip
just follow the day
10 February 2009 @ 10:38 am
A Jack/Rose Titanic Fanmix.
I will put up download links to the songs in the near future.
where to go?: the unsinkable ship
what to feel?: 
sick
sick'now' music: Why So Serious? - THe Dark Knight Soundtrack
04 January 2009 @ 07:26 pm
Today is the last day of winter break. it consisted of me coming back home from my lake house and going to see the curious case of benjamin button. and that would be considered eventful compared to most of my winter break.
Which is why I am ready to go back to school, get back into shape, go back to ballet finally.
did i say go back to ballet?
I really dont know how much I can take of my studio anymore.
DISCLAIMER: I stilll love ballet with the passion of a thousand suns, and I am still going to do it as a proffesional.
but if I see one more facebook album of some sleepover that all of my supposed "friends" had, then I might go out the window.
and if I see one more casting dissapointment, I dont know what I'm going to do.
*sighs* well now that my petty anger has subsided, (petty describing the entire contents of this post) I can begin to wonder.
If I am putting so much effort in trying to be friends with these people, is it really worth being friends with them?
so going back to school, I shall resolve to become immune to hurt, and to invest in the friendships that I know will last.
This whole winter break seems a lot longer than it was. My grandfather's funeral and all the yahoo around that seems like an eon ago. Christmas dinner with our best family friends seems as far away as my summer at cpyb.
and as for my New Year's resolutions?
lose weight - #1 priority; summer intensive auditions are coming up, gotta look skinny!
make plans that actually work out - no more will I sit around waiting for other people, no more will my plans fall through because everyone else ditches.
what to feel?: 
groggy
groggy'now' music: cherub rock - smashing pumpkins
26 December 2008 @ 11:36 am
So christmas this year was a little bit hectic. for starters, I had nutcracker performances five days beforehand. then my grandfather died, so we had to attend to all of that. when everything was said and done, it was already christmas eve and nobody (well, at least me anyways) had even thought about christmas.
so in comes the rushed, line-filled christmas eve shopping spree at barnes and nobles, where all of my gifts for family and friends were purchased.
the other factor into this christmas was of course, the faltering economy, which put a dent in most everyone's piggy banks.
so with all this, I wasnt expecting a material christmas, so to speak.
it was to my joyous surprise that i recieved gifts that were actually wrapped (although still with price tags) and well-chosen.
while I shall not create a complete detailed list of every gift I recieved, I shall reveal some of my favorite:
watermelon sourpatch kids - whats not to love?
a subscription to vogue magazine - one of my two bibles; it contains fabulous journalism, insightful ideas and reviews, and of course, tons of fashion. =]
the greatest bands you've never known - a book listing some of the greatest underrated, undercelebrated, and unknown bands and artists from all different genres and decades. it is truly entertaining, i have already discovered some new favorites.
the dark knight dvd - all I wanted for christmas. dead serious. and I recieved, and I was happy.
a black jacket from topshop - a really cool looking jacket. too small for me of course. =P
the next step is to lose all the christmas weight I have gained/am gaining from all of those sourpatch kids.
summer intensive auditions are coming up!
so, I hope everyone had fabulous holidays and I shall be ranting about new year's eve/day very soon. ;]
so in comes the rushed, line-filled christmas eve shopping spree at barnes and nobles, where all of my gifts for family and friends were purchased.
the other factor into this christmas was of course, the faltering economy, which put a dent in most everyone's piggy banks.
so with all this, I wasnt expecting a material christmas, so to speak.
it was to my joyous surprise that i recieved gifts that were actually wrapped (although still with price tags) and well-chosen.
while I shall not create a complete detailed list of every gift I recieved, I shall reveal some of my favorite:
watermelon sourpatch kids - whats not to love?
a subscription to vogue magazine - one of my two bibles; it contains fabulous journalism, insightful ideas and reviews, and of course, tons of fashion. =]
the greatest bands you've never known - a book listing some of the greatest underrated, undercelebrated, and unknown bands and artists from all different genres and decades. it is truly entertaining, i have already discovered some new favorites.
the dark knight dvd - all I wanted for christmas. dead serious. and I recieved, and I was happy.
a black jacket from topshop - a really cool looking jacket. too small for me of course. =P
the next step is to lose all the christmas weight I have gained/am gaining from all of those sourpatch kids.
summer intensive auditions are coming up!
so, I hope everyone had fabulous holidays and I shall be ranting about new year's eve/day very soon. ;]
where to go?: sanctuary
what to feel?: 
tired
tired'now' music: I Know What You Are - Carter Burwell(Twilight Movie Scores)
04 November 2008 @ 09:44 am
where to go?: on the edge of my seat
what to feel?: 
anxious
anxious'now' music: Beauty and the Beast - Alan Menken and Howard Ashman
25 August 2008 @ 07:14 pm
so i made a bunch of random icons, they are more funny than artistic.
next time i think i'll make a normal bunch.
but i had a fun time making these.
umm and i think the F-bomb is in one of these icons. just a heads up.
PREVIEW:
next time i think i'll make a normal bunch.
but i had a fun time making these.
umm and i think the F-bomb is in one of these icons. just a heads up.
PREVIEW:
nervous24 August 2008 @ 11:28 pm
hahaha I'm a loser. But I did it anyways.
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I will marry william moseley. | ||
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After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in san fransico, california in our fabulous Shack. | ||
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We will have 42 kid(s) together. | ||
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Our family will zoom around in a teal hippie bus. | ||
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I will spend my days as a interior designer, and live happily ever after. | ||
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so here were my options
CRUSHES:
william moseley
gaspard ullei
heath ledger
kurt cobain
NUMBERS:
12
27
42
90
CARS:
hippie bus
hybrid honda element
navy mini cooper
ferrari
PLACES:
london, england
seattle, washington
san fransico, california
sydney, australia
new zealand
COLORS:
blue
teal
JOBS:
ballet dancer
hippie
interior designer
while this isnt a bad future, i personally would marry heath ledger (yes, he would be alive) and my dream job would be a ballet dancer and my hippie bus would be all of the colors in the rainbow and i would maybee have one boy.
but i still would NOT mind settling for this at all.
dorky19 August 2008 @ 11:10 pm
you know, i was listening to music the other day.
and i was thinking to myself , "wow, this is really beautiful."
but now that i think about it, what is beautiful?
and i was thinking to myself , "wow, this is really beautiful."
but now that i think about it, what is beautiful?
what to feel?: 
contemplative
contemplative'now' music: clair de lune - claude debussey
14 August 2008 @ 08:27 pm
so i finished breaking dawn earlier this week, and so here is my review
WARNING: THERE ARE SPOILERSSS
DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT IT SPOILED FOR YOU
so yeah, and dont get offended about my opinions of it, they are just my opinions.
sore02 August 2008 @ 05:10 pm
sooo i went to a breaking dawn release party lastnightt! it was awesomeee!
and so now im in the middle of reading it.
and i plan on not spoling anything.
but i already have a lot of pent up feelings so when im done reading it i will rant and spoil away (under an lj-cut of course =P)
so yeah yesterday was great fun.
we went to see The Dark Knight again (still amazing, still epic, although i think it should have ended when the joker was left hanging there)
and then we lurked around a shopping center for a while and bought airheads and chocolate
and then we went a nd lurked at barnes and noble for like 3 hours reading eyewitness books (i learned a lot about Buddhism)
so yeah. fun times fun times.
where to go?: with edward cullen. why do you ask?
what to feel?: 
bouncy
bouncy'now' music: Three Little Birds - Bob Marley
29 July 2008 @ 12:49 am
soooo well i guess ill start with the ranting.
i just got back from a five week ballet camp and it was fucking amazinggg! i would stay all summer if i could. so anywho, i need some techno workout music because i dont have any so if anyone has any recommendations i would greatly appreciate them.
i have spent the three days that i have been home watching southpark, and it is really depressing me. i need to do soemthing more with myself.
well i am going to a midnight release party for BREAKING DAWWNNNN. im really excitedd!.
i like how i just put a period next to an exclamation point.
so i saw The Dark Knight in IMAX and i have to say, the Joker is really awesome. heath ledger's performance was incredible. id never really been a fan of his before because ive never seen any of his movies but now i want to see more.
so yeah.
i made some variations on an icon recently. id thought id share them
i just got back from a five week ballet camp and it was fucking amazinggg! i would stay all summer if i could. so anywho, i need some techno workout music because i dont have any so if anyone has any recommendations i would greatly appreciate them.
i have spent the three days that i have been home watching southpark, and it is really depressing me. i need to do soemthing more with myself.
well i am going to a midnight release party for BREAKING DAWWNNNN. im really excitedd!.
i like how i just put a period next to an exclamation point.
so i saw The Dark Knight in IMAX and i have to say, the Joker is really awesome. heath ledger's performance was incredible. id never really been a fan of his before because ive never seen any of his movies but now i want to see more.
so yeah.
i made some variations on an icon recently. id thought id share them
what to feel?: tired
tired'now' music: too much - dave matthews band
21 June 2008 @ 01:14 am
sooooo
Im going away.
Im going to a ballet summer intensive camp for five weeks. and I won't be bringing my computer with me.
so everybody, have a good summer. I'll talk to you all when I get back.
peace&love.
Im going away.
Im going to a ballet summer intensive camp for five weeks. and I won't be bringing my computer with me.
so everybody, have a good summer. I'll talk to you all when I get back.
peace&love.
excited08 June 2008 @ 04:37 pm
so.
I completely forgot that lj existed. like just completely forgot about it. well I guess its not like I had anything important to say anyways. But seriously, I was cleaning out my favorites and I saw lj and i was like, 'what the fuck, lj exists?'
yeah, it was one of those moments when reality just sort of tumbles down.
so i discovered something. i discovered, that when you have to type a report double spaced, and it has to be like lots and lots of pages, the best way to achieve it is by typing half the number of pages single spaced. and then, when the report is typed, I simply double space it all. and the result is like BAM. I tried it on a four page report that I had to write on some boring book for school and when I doublespaced the paper, the result was epic.
so, yeah, that was my ramble.
anywhoo, btw scrubs is my life at the moment, im going to new york city for a few days. I get to see two American Ballet Theatre performances and I get to sit in on a company class. I'm excited.
oh yeah, and now I am officially out of that hell-hole more commonly referred to as private school. I left, and I will not miss it one bit. except for the 10 people who I have become ridonkulously close to because we bonded together when we learned of our mutual hatred of the rest of the grade. I'm going to miss them a lot.
so I guess thats all I have to say. I guess.
OH, I did see this amazing icon of stewie dancing.
^^stewie is amazing at life.
oh and btw, Neville Longbottom is a BAMF!
yeah that's right. Ever since I learned that Chuck Norris endorsed Mike Huckabee I have switched to worshipping Neville Longbottom.
Chuck Norris's boggart is Neville Longbottom.
Yeah that's right Chucky, you know it's true.
now I'm done. I swear.
BARACK OBAMA '08 all the wayyyy
eat that Hillary.
I completely forgot that lj existed. like just completely forgot about it. well I guess its not like I had anything important to say anyways. But seriously, I was cleaning out my favorites and I saw lj and i was like, 'what the fuck, lj exists?'
yeah, it was one of those moments when reality just sort of tumbles down.
so i discovered something. i discovered, that when you have to type a report double spaced, and it has to be like lots and lots of pages, the best way to achieve it is by typing half the number of pages single spaced. and then, when the report is typed, I simply double space it all. and the result is like BAM. I tried it on a four page report that I had to write on some boring book for school and when I doublespaced the paper, the result was epic.
so, yeah, that was my ramble.
anywhoo, btw scrubs is my life at the moment, im going to new york city for a few days. I get to see two American Ballet Theatre performances and I get to sit in on a company class. I'm excited.
oh yeah, and now I am officially out of that hell-hole more commonly referred to as private school. I left, and I will not miss it one bit. except for the 10 people who I have become ridonkulously close to because we bonded together when we learned of our mutual hatred of the rest of the grade. I'm going to miss them a lot.
so I guess thats all I have to say. I guess.
OH, I did see this amazing icon of stewie dancing.
^^stewie is amazing at life.
oh and btw, Neville Longbottom is a BAMF!
yeah that's right. Ever since I learned that Chuck Norris endorsed Mike Huckabee I have switched to worshipping Neville Longbottom.
Chuck Norris's boggart is Neville Longbottom.
Yeah that's right Chucky, you know it's true.
now I'm done. I swear.
BARACK OBAMA '08 all the wayyyy
eat that Hillary.
silly26 February 2008 @ 10:51 pm
so i was looking through my pictures andi found a whole bunch of peter pan icons that i made over winter break. so i thought id post them
( all heroes must pay in blood. )
( all heroes must pay in blood. )
07 January 2008 @ 05:26 pm
school started today. i hate that place, i really do. we also got our science powerpoint presentation grades back today. so my best friend, she has like this 97 in science right now as opposed to my 81. my science teacher likes to pick favorites, and she is obviously his favorite. im in his homeroom! and everything she does automatically gets a 100. I worked so hard on my powerepoint to have facts and to be visually interesting. and i looked at hers because she asked me to, and it was very boring (no offense to her). when she gets her grade she gets a 100% and a "this is the best presentation i have ever graded". i get my grade back, i get a 96% and a "good, complete presentation". i know she's my best friend and i love her to death and i really like my science teacher as a teacher but that just really irritated. especially since the teacher said that he wanted a visually interesting powerpoint.
anyways. i made a banner and an icon
i love them both to death. im never going to take my icon off DD for like 3 months i love it so much. but i hated it when i first made it. funny how that turns out?
( dont waste your time on me, your already the voice inside my head )
now off to ballet, the only part of my day that makes any sense. even though im awful and not good enough to be in swan lake. =\
anyways. i made a banner and an icon
i love them both to death. im never going to take my icon off DD for like 3 months i love it so much. but i hated it when i first made it. funny how that turns out?
( dont waste your time on me, your already the voice inside my head )
now off to ballet, the only part of my day that makes any sense. even though im awful and not good enough to be in swan lake. =\
irritated25 December 2007 @ 10:18 pm
so this year was a funfun christmas for mee
what i got:
-20 dollars to my local dancewear shop (ZOMGGGGG-obsessive ballerina squeel)
-a subscription to pointe magazine(again, obsessive ballerina squeal)
-accross the universe soundtrack (what i most wanted, best movie EVA, completely changed my life)
-the postal service - give up
-my chemical romance - the black parade
- Walt disney world - illuminations epcot album thingy (hahaha i didnt see this present until like 5 in the afternoon)
-AFI - DECEMBERUNDERGROUND (man i got a lotta music this year. but i really wanted graduation by kanye west. oh well)
-harry potter and the order of the phoneix
-pirates of the carribean: at worlds end
-a bizzillion pairs of earrings (since i told my mom that i always lost my earrings lolz)
-godiva, ghiradellhi, and endangered species chocolate
-mentoes and tictacs
-jellybeans and gummi bears
-pajamas from jcrew (hahahaha randomm)
-itunes gift cards (scotty doesnt know ohhhh scotty doesnt know)
-an invader zim shirt from hot topic
so yeah fun christmas fun christmass
what i got:
-20 dollars to my local dancewear shop (ZOMGGGGG-obsessive ballerina squeel)
-a subscription to pointe magazine(again, obsessive ballerina squeal)
-accross the universe soundtrack (what i most wanted, best movie EVA, completely changed my life)
-the postal service - give up
-my chemical romance - the black parade
- Walt disney world - illuminations epcot album thingy (hahaha i didnt see this present until like 5 in the afternoon)
-AFI - DECEMBERUNDERGROUND (man i got a lotta music this year. but i really wanted graduation by kanye west. oh well)
-harry potter and the order of the phoneix
-pirates of the carribean: at worlds end
-a bizzillion pairs of earrings (since i told my mom that i always lost my earrings lolz)
-godiva, ghiradellhi, and endangered species chocolate
-mentoes and tictacs
-jellybeans and gummi bears
-pajamas from jcrew (hahahaha randomm)
-itunes gift cards (scotty doesnt know ohhhh scotty doesnt know)
-an invader zim shirt from hot topic
so yeah fun christmas fun christmass
energetic20 November 2007 @ 11:15 pm
ugh. i hate breaks. actually, i love school breaks. i think we should just have one big long school break. it sounds like fun. and i hate my school. but i hate breaks from ballet. the long ones, like thanksgiving and winter. because you dont go on pointe, have technique class or any of that shit for like a week. and you come back, after not doing so much as a plie, and weighing five more pounds than you did before, and during your nutcracker rehearsal you completely forget everything you were supposed to do and its only like 2 weeks before performance week. hows that for a rude awakening? we should all just have ballet year round and just not have school. we could all be better dancers that way. the only way i can do ballet over the breaks is by giving myself a class, which is good and all, but i can only give myself so many corrections. which sucks. so breaks from ballet basically suck.
so enough ranting.
i made a banner today. or yesterday, i just didnt get around to posting it until today.
( whatcha gonna do when they come for you )
so happy early thanksgiving for all those who live in the united states of america.
so enough ranting.
i made a banner today. or yesterday, i just didnt get around to posting it until today.
( whatcha gonna do when they come for you )
so happy early thanksgiving for all those who live in the united states of america.
where to go?: in my bed, under the covers
what to feel?: 
aggravated
aggravated'now' music: circle of life - the lion king
26 October 2007 @ 11:37 pm
so yeah this week went by pretty fast
on thurs was the office, of course, AND the premire of SCRUBSS
LAST SEASON =[[[[[[[
anyways,
today was my schools fundraiser, but it was shoved into the gym due to rain.
god i hate it when its in the gym. this is my last year at my schoo too
=[
but me and my friend managed to have somewhat of a good time, raiding the bakesale and then sitting in a corner eating our food
and the haunted house was sorta like bleh, because all the people scaring were like our friends so they'd like pull off their masks and like come and chill with us and stuff
so yeah tis all good
i got new pointe shoes today.
they're griskkos and they fitt luffy
so yeah everyone have fun!
oh yeah and im reading twighlight by stephanie meyer, you know the twilight series where the third book, eclipse, outsold harry potter seven =/
and anyways twilight is a very amazing addicting book and i would highly recommend it to everyone
on thurs was the office, of course, AND the premire of SCRUBSS
LAST SEASON =[[[[[[[
anyways,
today was my schools fundraiser, but it was shoved into the gym due to rain.
god i hate it when its in the gym. this is my last year at my schoo too
=[
but me and my friend managed to have somewhat of a good time, raiding the bakesale and then sitting in a corner eating our food
and the haunted house was sorta like bleh, because all the people scaring were like our friends so they'd like pull off their masks and like come and chill with us and stuff
so yeah tis all good
i got new pointe shoes today.
they're griskkos and they fitt luffy
so yeah everyone have fun!
oh yeah and im reading twighlight by stephanie meyer, you know the twilight series where the third book, eclipse, outsold harry potter seven =/
and anyways twilight is a very amazing addicting book and i would highly recommend it to everyone
where to go?: under the sea in an octopus garden in the shade
what to feel?: contemplative
contemplative'now' music: its my life - bon jovi
24 October 2007 @ 05:02 pm
god ive got to start posting here more often.
well its not like anyone comments it or anything but hehee i acutally am entertained by this.
Five Thins You Miss About Your Childhood
90's nickelodeon cartoons
Recess
Everyone being nice and talking to you
Being able to do whatever you want and not care what people think
No homework
Five Things You've Never Done
seen a celebrity
eaten a squid
been to a concert
Five Places You'd Like to Visit
Australia
Disneyland California
The Rainforest
Tokyo
Canada
Five People (Dead or Alive) You'd Like to Meet
Walt Disney
Johnny Depp
Alan Menken
Harry Potter Cast
Will Smith
Five Favorite Foods
Rice
Chocolate
Broccoli
Chinese food
Spaghetti
Five Least Favorite Foods
Beef
Spinach
Cooked Carrots
Macdonalds
Peanut Butter
Five Movies You Love That Most Of Your Friends Probably Haven't Seen
Pride and Prejudice
Lord of the Rings
Ocean's 11
Star Wars
Bend It like Beckham
Five Favorite Restaurants
P.F. Changs
Dominoes Pizza
Taste of Thai
Healthy Spice (vegetarian)
Fincastles Burgers
Five Books You Love That You Wish Everyone Would Just Read Already (blahh im just puttin what i like, everybody reads every book possible anyways)
Pride and prejudice
Harry Potter
Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh
Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants
Alice in Wonderland
Five TV Shows You Love But Never Talk About (pshhh idc what this says imm just puttin what i like)
The Office
Family Guy
Gilmore Girls
Project Runway
Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
Five Songs Recently Sung in Your Shower
Stronger
Part of Your World
Sit Still
Dont Cry Out
Circles
well its not like anyone comments it or anything but hehee i acutally am entertained by this.
Five Thins You Miss About Your Childhood
90's nickelodeon cartoons
Recess
Everyone being nice and talking to you
Being able to do whatever you want and not care what people think
No homework
Five Things You've Never Done
seen a celebrity
eaten a squid
been to a concert
Five Places You'd Like to Visit
Australia
Disneyland California
The Rainforest
Tokyo
Canada
Five People (Dead or Alive) You'd Like to Meet
Walt Disney
Johnny Depp
Alan Menken
Harry Potter Cast
Will Smith
Five Favorite Foods
Rice
Chocolate
Broccoli
Chinese food
Spaghetti
Five Least Favorite Foods
Beef
Spinach
Cooked Carrots
Macdonalds
Peanut Butter
Five Movies You Love That Most Of Your Friends Probably Haven't Seen
Pride and Prejudice
Lord of the Rings
Ocean's 11
Star Wars
Bend It like Beckham
Five Favorite Restaurants
P.F. Changs
Dominoes Pizza
Taste of Thai
Healthy Spice (vegetarian)
Fincastles Burgers
Five Books You Love That You Wish Everyone Would Just Read Already (blahh im just puttin what i like, everybody reads every book possible anyways)
Pride and prejudice
Harry Potter
Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh
Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants
Alice in Wonderland
Five TV Shows You Love But Never Talk About (pshhh idc what this says imm just puttin what i like)
The Office
Family Guy
Gilmore Girls
Project Runway
Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
Five Songs Recently Sung in Your Shower
Stronger
Part of Your World
Sit Still
Dont Cry Out
Circles
where to go?: fuck this
what to feel?: 
stressed
stressed'now' music: Tomorrow is another day - The Rescuers OST
28 September 2007 @ 10:31 am
okay so ive finally gotten around to posting in this thing and today it is an iconpost
so yeah heres the count
[6] disney face characters
[1] Alice in Wonderland
[1] Tarzan
[1] The Little Mermaid
[1] The Aristocats
[1] The Lion King
[1] Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest
[3] Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
[3] Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
[1] Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
[1] Random photography (taken by me)
[1] Spongebob Squarepants
[1] Zoolander
[1] Little Miss Sunshine
Preview:
( dont cry out, cease fire )
so yeah heres the count
[6] disney face characters
[1] Alice in Wonderland
[1] Tarzan
[1] The Little Mermaid
[1] The Aristocats
[1] The Lion King
[1] Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest
[3] Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
[3] Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
[1] Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
[1] Random photography (taken by me)
[1] Spongebob Squarepants
[1] Zoolander
[1] Little Miss Sunshine
Preview:
( dont cry out, cease fire )
where to go?: centerstage
what to feel?: bouncy
bouncy'now' music: But It's Better if you Do - Panic! At the Disco